The best thing about me is the way my brain works.
It is so funky and messed up that , gah, it is just that funky.
So no Rebif side effects eh ? Nah not me!!
Didn’t get any of the flu like symptoms, I didn’t get any site reactions either.
I got one better!!
Suicide Ideation.
I was aware of it , yes.
It was discussed with my MS Nurse, that and all the other usual side effects.
BAM!
It came straight-out of left field , that I was not expecting!
You could not make this shit up..
I am seriously fucked up kids..
Important part is that I know what it is, I was aware of the chance of it happening before I started on the Rebif.
what to do though??
Apart from playing with the notion of offing myself , it is all good.
I honestly cannot top myself anyways- DH ‘cooked’ the boys their lunch today..
Sweetcorn and Pasta shapes- together and cooked in the same pot- along with two vegetable fingers he cooked in the oven!
Gods help the waynes! He tried bless him, he did and well, he can clean up a storm. Hoovering, washing general house up keep. He is a master at that, props to the guy there but cooking?
Dear Gods above the boy has no clue..
The boys ate it , but DS1 quietly asked me ” Will you cook dinner tomorrow Mummy?”